kkungs, kkungs, kkung-kkungda!!
Jan. 24th, 2025 09:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sha_my0ui_m0 last night I made tanghulu and it was great! We only had blackberries and apples so I used those. I made one for my sister as well but hers turned out way better than mine. I made hers first and it looked like and actual tanghulu but when it was time to make mine the sugar had already started to harden so it would barely stuck to my apple(I had to work fast because I had originally made my skewer but my sister didn't have one ready so I just gave her mine, and since we had limited time I just stuck a single sad apple slice on the second one) and it was all clumped to one side. But it was still good so I'm considering it a win still. We also had cherries, they were going bad so we made cherry syrup, and we had lemons too and made cherry lemonade. We still have some syrup left so we got sprite and coke today to add it to, also we saved the puree that we strained out of the syrup for jam. Making your own stuff is fun! Nara Smith who?????
Went to the mall today w my mom and sister. I did not wanna go at all, I was taking a nap cuz I got no sleep last night, went to bed at 6 and woke up at 8. So ofc I was cranky when I got woken up and had to get dressed, specially since I haven't left the house in a whole week it feels. Been super depressed, but I feel like it's getting much worse. Well, not worse, just hasn't gotten better at all. It's almost been 2 months and nothings changed. My parents seem like they've recovered(specially my dad), but I don't think they get that this changed who I am forever instead of some silly little thing that happened to me. I've even had to tell my SCHOOL I'm severely depressed because I mentally can't keep up, and I NEVER tell my school about my mh. I think I might talk to my counselor about it actually. Anyways I'm going on a tangent! All that to say I haven't been taking care of myself like I should, and it's showing. I looked like a whole diff person today cuz I hadn't gotten dressed and done my daily hygiene in so long. All retail stores in the mall look the exact same. They're so big and so depressing cuz the lights are always sorta dim for some reason.
Thinking I'm gonna post on here more. Feels calm here. I'd add my community here too but I don't have a paid acc so I wont bother. I need to update my theme cuz I hate it so much, I always have but I've been to lazy to change it lol. Gonna maybe fix my icons too, cuz they're pretty basic. Speaking of, look at how cute sunoo is. I love him sm he's the sweetest lil thing. I might edit the pic some but for now he's just a screenshot I stole from insta.
I miss my friends. Bing reached out to me so I finally signed into an acc on a site we both have. I wonder how zols is doing. I've been able to talk to shroomie and sophie a bit.
Went to the mall today w my mom and sister. I did not wanna go at all, I was taking a nap cuz I got no sleep last night, went to bed at 6 and woke up at 8. So ofc I was cranky when I got woken up and had to get dressed, specially since I haven't left the house in a whole week it feels. Been super depressed, but I feel like it's getting much worse. Well, not worse, just hasn't gotten better at all. It's almost been 2 months and nothings changed. My parents seem like they've recovered(specially my dad), but I don't think they get that this changed who I am forever instead of some silly little thing that happened to me. I've even had to tell my SCHOOL I'm severely depressed because I mentally can't keep up, and I NEVER tell my school about my mh. I think I might talk to my counselor about it actually. Anyways I'm going on a tangent! All that to say I haven't been taking care of myself like I should, and it's showing. I looked like a whole diff person today cuz I hadn't gotten dressed and done my daily hygiene in so long. All retail stores in the mall look the exact same. They're so big and so depressing cuz the lights are always sorta dim for some reason.
Thinking I'm gonna post on here more. Feels calm here. I'd add my community here too but I don't have a paid acc so I wont bother. I need to update my theme cuz I hate it so much, I always have but I've been to lazy to change it lol. Gonna maybe fix my icons too, cuz they're pretty basic. Speaking of, look at how cute sunoo is. I love him sm he's the sweetest lil thing. I might edit the pic some but for now he's just a screenshot I stole from insta.
I miss my friends. Bing reached out to me so I finally signed into an acc on a site we both have. I wonder how zols is doing. I've been able to talk to shroomie and sophie a bit.
